I've got my orientation tomorrow night. I'm still a bit nervous but now a little excited. I hope the nervous goes away and excited overpowers it. I just get anxiety over the unknown and i overanalyze and over think and just freak out about everything. I just need to relax. It's a new start for me. New start= new beginnings. I just don't know about change. I usually don't like it. But I'm starting over fresh and ready to go to school and meet new people and keep my old close friends even closer to me. I'm so thankful for all of my friends. I couldn't ask for a better bunch :)
I got to catch up with Margo tonight! My roommate from freshman year. She's amazing. And I miss her dearly! So it was nice catching up for a bit and seeing how she's been and what not.
I think the perfect thing for me to do tonight is start season 2 of sex and the city and just lay in bed and relax. That sounds perfect to me. :)
It's his birthday today. And I'm staying strong and just not saying anything. He doesn't deserve my well-wishes. Or presents I had bookmarked online to maybe send so he'd get them by today. He's not worth it. He's scum and doesn't deserve anything I was going to surprise him with.
Here's to new beginnings and cheers to the unknown that awaits me in the future.
xoxo
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