So. For all of you who know me, I HAAAAATE touching my eyes. Up until a month ago I could never do it, then I forced myself because even though I love my glasses, I figure contacts would be more practical. So I finally went in today and got them!! I'm still a complete n00b with them-it takes me forever to take them in and out still, but I'm getting the hang of it. :]
I've had such a good few days, which is amazing. No trace of panic attacks for me (knock on wood). I'm still paranoid I'll get another one that bad. It was just so scary! bahhh.
Its technically friday, which means CALIFORNIA IN 2 DAYS!! ooooh my I am SOO ready to go!!! I got another swim suit at the MOA yesterday, which is super duper cute. Which means now I have 2 swim suits to bring! yay!! I just can't wait to sit on the beach. It's going to be such a relaxing trip-just what my mom, Kimmie, and I need! The MOA yesterday was so much fun. I did a lot of catching up with an old friend, it was just really nice.
Well, better go get ready to skype this super cute boy.. and watch home improvement
xoxo
Friday, June 4, 2010
Tuesday, June 1, 2010
la la laaaa
Just 5 more days and I'll be in sunny California!! I went to target today and got some last minute things for the trip, I am so excited beyond belief! I'm going to be working out hardcore until then to get my body into as good of shape it can be in. I am just paranoid I suppose.. I got out my yoga mat and I will be doing crunches and push ups and watching what I eat until I get on that plane!
I'm also getting contacts on thursday! YAY! I'm a little nervous considering my fear of eyes-but I have managed to train myself to be able to at least touch my own eye. I still cannot look at someone else touching or putting their finger near their eye, but hey as long as I can touch my own for contacts thats all that matters! I just want a new change, and I think contacts is just the thing.
I'm so excited for tomorrow. I've got a day full of working out at 5:30, walking around the MOA starting at 9:30 and then heading over to Kate's for the night since our traditional monday night sleepovers didn't work out this week so it'll be a wednesday night sleepover! Just what I need :]
I already started packing for Cali. I have way too much clothes packed so far, but for a girl you never know what you'll be in the mood to wear or what the weather will be like so that is my excuse and I'm stickin to it!
Hope you all have a fantastic night-I am headed for the yoga mat for a late night workout!
xoxo
I'm also getting contacts on thursday! YAY! I'm a little nervous considering my fear of eyes-but I have managed to train myself to be able to at least touch my own eye. I still cannot look at someone else touching or putting their finger near their eye, but hey as long as I can touch my own for contacts thats all that matters! I just want a new change, and I think contacts is just the thing.
I'm so excited for tomorrow. I've got a day full of working out at 5:30, walking around the MOA starting at 9:30 and then heading over to Kate's for the night since our traditional monday night sleepovers didn't work out this week so it'll be a wednesday night sleepover! Just what I need :]
I already started packing for Cali. I have way too much clothes packed so far, but for a girl you never know what you'll be in the mood to wear or what the weather will be like so that is my excuse and I'm stickin to it!
Hope you all have a fantastic night-I am headed for the yoga mat for a late night workout!
xoxo
well what the heck?!
Today has been such a relaxing day--except for that damn migraine that took up half of my night. :( I usually get them about once or twice a month and when they hit, they hit hard. The weird thing is that after this one went away I got this huge neck pain that won't go away! It's ridiculous. But I'd rather have a sore neck than a migraine ANY day.
I got a really nice dress for California today. :] I can't wait to wear it! I also got a pair of shoes that are super flashy but I LOVE them. They are purple wedges with a huge leather flower by the toes. And the name of them is sweet pea- my Baba's favorite flower which was the selling point for me on them!
I can't wait to lay on the beach and dig a huge hole like in friends-except mine is going to be a lot bigger! I can't wait to go to the zoo either. I hope they have polar bears there because they are my absolute favorite! That would totally make the trip incredible!
I visited my dad at the cemetery today. It's always so hard for me to go, but once I'm there my heart doesn't ache as much. I talked to him for a little bit, we put down some beautiful flowers for him, and I said a few prayers. I miss him so much. Especially now with fishing season here, it's still really hard for me to go but I know that he'd absolutely hate it knowing I gave up something I love to do so much just because its hard without him there. I know he's there in spirit, but I don't have him to help me take the big fish off my hook, or tell me stories, or just sit with-and thats the worst part. I need to get over this for him.
I wish I had more to say about today but thats pretty much it!
Goodnight!
xoxo
I got a really nice dress for California today. :] I can't wait to wear it! I also got a pair of shoes that are super flashy but I LOVE them. They are purple wedges with a huge leather flower by the toes. And the name of them is sweet pea- my Baba's favorite flower which was the selling point for me on them!
I can't wait to lay on the beach and dig a huge hole like in friends-except mine is going to be a lot bigger! I can't wait to go to the zoo either. I hope they have polar bears there because they are my absolute favorite! That would totally make the trip incredible!
I visited my dad at the cemetery today. It's always so hard for me to go, but once I'm there my heart doesn't ache as much. I talked to him for a little bit, we put down some beautiful flowers for him, and I said a few prayers. I miss him so much. Especially now with fishing season here, it's still really hard for me to go but I know that he'd absolutely hate it knowing I gave up something I love to do so much just because its hard without him there. I know he's there in spirit, but I don't have him to help me take the big fish off my hook, or tell me stories, or just sit with-and thats the worst part. I need to get over this for him.
I wish I had more to say about today but thats pretty much it!
Goodnight!
xoxo
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