if i had just one tear rolling down your cheek...

He started talking to me again yesterday... I had my concert to go to and he texted seeing if it was finally the day of the concert. Cause I have been SOO looking forward to seeing Frankie Valli. And it took me a couple hours I held it in as long as I could but I just missed him so much I had to say something. So I was extremely short with him and just said yep it is. And then he asked how excited I was and I said as excited as I was to see Bob Dylan. And he was like well that's saying something!! And I just kept thinking wow... he's acting like nothing happened.. AGAIN. So I finally was just like you know. I'm still not over you yet. And he's like I see. well know that I still would really like to talk to you but I'll give you space. And I was eating at the buffet and at this point sobbing going god it doesn't even phase him. So I just let it out again telling him he doesn't understand how much he hurt me. And his response was "It must suck for you to have to deal with this" as if it doesn't even phase him. And he said he felt bad for how everything happened. I just don't think he gets it. He knows I'm not over it. He knows. There's no way he didn't know I was over it or that the concert was that night. All my facebook statuses have either been about the concert or about him. So he knows. Yet he still wanted to talk as if nothing happened. So. I'm done. If he tries talking to me again I just cannot do it. I can't put myself through this anymore. I start to be fine and then on cue he tries talking and I think I can handle myself fine and show him I'm so better off without him but it doesnt work. I know now that I just have to let go for good. It's all I can do he clearly isn't interested in me. Why would he be ya know?

anyways. enough of that..
THE CONCERT WAS EFFING AWESOME. 6TH ROW. SHOOK HIS HAND AFTERWARDS uhm yah.
good night. my life is complete now that I shook frankie's hand.

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xoxo