Coincidence?

I just need to rant and get this off my chest. Last year (on the 4th of July) I had a guy legit break my heart. I had never felt so close to someone before and he had just up and decided he didn't want me anymore. (Previous blogs were written about him around that time) Anyways.. So after the 4th last year he cut me out completely he just stopped talking to me. And then I finally heard from him on Christmas he talked to me for about a half hour, and then once maybe a month ago. And then last week he drunkenly started talking to me and we ended up talking for over 2 hours. I knew it was just because he was drunk, and then last night he told me he was going to the twins game today, and so was I. He said he got the tickets for free with a friend so he figured they were up in the cheap seats, which I was fine with because then I felt like the chances of running into him would be slim to none.

So I get to the game with my sister in law about an hour and a half early to walk around since she had never been before. I had been really paranoid and had told her briefly about him and that I was worried I'd see him,, just so she knew why I was so jumpy and fidgety. So the game starts and still no sign of him, good I thought. And then during the first inning I see him walking up the stairs and my heart sank. I've never felt something like that and his eyes were covered with sunglasses and he had a hat on and yet I knew as I saw him walking exactly that it was him. And then I started to shake. Maybe it wasn't him. I didn't see his eyes maybe it was a look alike. And then he came down and I saw he was in the section right next to me just a few rows down. What the hell are the odds of that? Long story short. He spots and waves and smiles at me and tells me we'll talk after the game. As soon as I saw that familiar smile that I had been so used to last year I almost broke down. I didn't stay in my seat after the game for him to meet me there. He texted and I told him that me and Nikki were going to take our picture on the gold glove, which we did. When I told Nikki during the game that I had seen him she asked where he was and I pointed him out to her. I told her everything, absolutely everything about me and him and how I had never been so crazy about a guy before. How I fought so hard after to try to get him to give me a chance. And how the attempts were a failure and how he so easily just dropped me.

I miss him.
Fuck.

xoxoAnnie.