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Monday, February 21, 2011

I don't care what they say...

I'm loving this snow!! I love being able to sit on the couch and relax all day and watch it come down. (I guess if i had classes I would be saying something different, but since I've got nowhere to go until wed I do not mind this at all!)

I spent my day doing homework, watching rugrats, and cuddled up on the couch in my pjs! Successful day if you ask me, and I'll be repeating that tomorrow! Except tomorrow night I'm going to the wild game! :] I'm so excited I haven't been to a game in YEARS! And then I have a physics test on wednesday and then I don't have classes the rest of the week. I love that I only have one day of classes this whole week! It makes me super happy!

I've been meaning to write on here asking this question: Does anyone take/know anyone who takes sleeping pills? I haven't been sleeping the past month- waking up at least 3-5x each night from nightmares of watching my mom die. I wake up either remembering the dream vividly or just waking up unable to calm myself down- racing heart, sweating, etc. And I was wondering if anyone can tell me anything about them cause at this point I'm willing to try anything to sleep through the night. I honestly cannot remember the last time i slept through the night without waking up. My mom thinks it's because my dad's 2 year death anniversary is coming up, which makes sense with the nightmares and anxiety attacks during the night. But I also get a lot of anxiety attacks during the day as well whenever my mom leaves for work or wherever. I just constantly freak out thinking she won't come back that something's going to happen to her. ugh.

Anyways, physics is calling my name. and so is Rugrats! <3

xoxoannie

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