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Tuesday, June 1, 2010

well what the heck?!

Today has been such a relaxing day--except for that damn migraine that took up half of my night. :( I usually get them about once or twice a month and when they hit, they hit hard. The weird thing is that after this one went away I got this huge neck pain that won't go away! It's ridiculous. But I'd rather have a sore neck than a migraine ANY day.
I got a really nice dress for California today. :] I can't wait to wear it! I also got a pair of shoes that are super flashy but I LOVE them. They are purple wedges with a huge leather flower by the toes. And the name of them is sweet pea- my Baba's favorite flower which was the selling point for me on them!

I can't wait to lay on the beach and dig a huge hole like in friends-except mine is going to be a lot bigger! I can't wait to go to the zoo either. I hope they have polar bears there because they are my absolute favorite! That would totally make the trip incredible!

I visited my dad at the cemetery today. It's always so hard for me to go, but once I'm there my heart doesn't ache as much. I talked to him for a little bit, we put down some beautiful flowers for him, and I said a few prayers. I miss him so much. Especially now with fishing season here, it's still really hard for me to go but I know that he'd absolutely hate it knowing I gave up something I love to do so much just because its hard without him there. I know he's there in spirit, but I don't have him to help me take the big fish off my hook, or tell me stories, or just sit with-and thats the worst part. I need to get over this for him.

I wish I had more to say about today but thats pretty much it!
Goodnight!
xoxo

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