hello me, its been a while :]

I've been looking forward to saying this for months- I'm finally completely over that guy! YESSSSSSS. It's such a great feeling to not be upset or mad or have any feelings what so ever for that jerk. I've moved on, and it feels wonderful.
I can walk outside and enjoy the day without thinking about him, I can honestly say I'm fully me again. The only difference is I'm stronger than ever :]

I'm going into my fourth week of school, can you believe it!? I can't! Holy moly! I'm really liking my classes so far, not really meeting anyone but thats ok, I've got amazing friends as it is I'm just really happy these days.

My birthday is on wednesday! I'm finally going to be 21. SOO exciting! I'm going to really miss my dad though, more than usual. I'll take a shot of vodka for him. :]

I don't have much to say.. going to Vegas on thursday so I will keep you guys up to date with pictures and stories! My mom bought me front row tickets to see the Elvis Cirque Du Soleil show for my present. I AM SO PUMPED BEYOND BELIEF!!!!!!!

more later, church tomorrow- I'm finally also no longer angry with God about my dad's death. It feels so good to accept the things I cannot change, and trust and have faith. Everything happens for a reason. God has a plan and I'm here for the ride to see where God takes me. <3